Changes!

I just want to check in with a quick update, since things have been so quiet here on the blog. I have been absent here because I am focusing all my energy on MOVING. Billy and I are putting our house on the market, and to that end we will be moving out so that these 1280 sq ft are not overrun with messy kids and dogs while potential buyers check it out. We are immeasurably blessed to have wonderful friends who are opening their home to us while the house is on the market. It will be an adventure!! I am actually looking forward to this experiment in cooperative communal living. :)

So, to that end I have been completely immersed in sorting, purging and packing. It's really astonishing how much STUFF we have accumulated in 11 years since moving into this house. Of course, we had 3 babies in that time period, and I also have all the paperwork associated with owning our own businesses. It's A LOT. But we are making good progress.

I'm sorry to have to set my blog aside for now, but I can only do so much. :) I am sure I will be checking in next month if I do not find time before then.

Happy Spring!!

So, I have a snazzy new phone. . .

Thursday, January 12, 2006

So, I have a snazzy new phone. . . Current mood: nerdy Why are we so enamoured of stuff? Things, objects, possesions, treasures, knick knacks, doo dads, gear, belongings, paraphenalia, impedimenta? I know I am. I am a bit of a packrat. This isn't all handicap; I mean after all there have been many, many times when something I'd saved did indeed turn out to be useful later on. Not to mention the sentimental and historical value of some things I have collected over the years. It is also true however, that objects, things, clutter are a problem for me. I have to expend energy and time to organize, sort and store all this stuff. I have to think about what to keep, and what to get rid of. Whether this or that needs replacing or repairing, whether we need to buy more of something or eliminate some things from our life. The upshot of all this is usually a cluttered mess. Then I think about a more Eastern aesthetic, a "less is more" mentality. A minimum of choice objects, beautiful and functional, without all the rest of the junk to take away from their beauty and simplicity. A clear life, a focused life, a meditative environment. This has beautiful appeal. However: What does one eliminate? Not only is there the nagging possibility that some things will turn out to be indispensible or somehow valuable in the future, there is also the very American search for convenience through consumerism. (I find I am sometimes a wholehearted participant in this ongoing expenditure). I keep adding more stuff. I have an appreciation for objects that are well-made, durable, well-engineered and convenient. I love shopping around to find the best products at the best prices. It could even be regarded as a hobby of mine- hence, we have collected a lot of great stuff over the years. Stuff we "need". But sometimes I wonder, am I just getting sucked in? Is the fun of researching and acquiring, and the convenience of using this stuff worth all the cost (time and money) and the clutter? I don't really know. I have to admit however, that my new snazzy little cellphone does make me feel good. That sounds terribly shallow, but it's so much fun! It feels good in my hand, it does cool things and it's pretty stylin'. No, I did not need such a fancy little phone. (Arguably I don't need a cellphone at all, but again that convenience factor comes in. . .) In fact I intended to buy the cheapest possible model- that would have handled everything I "need". But perhaps the extra cost for the nicer phone is justified by the fun I am having with it? Well, really I've rambled on about this longer than I intended. The extra cost of the phone isn't a big deal, but it did get me thinking about this habit of acquiring that we all seem to have. On the one hand we have the fun we get from things we buy or receive, the usefulness or convenience those things offer and the interest they can add to our lives. On the other hand we have expense (time and money), clutter and the endless cycle of managing our possesions. I guess it's just important to remember to weigh these things in our mind and ask, is it really worth it? (But I still like my phone). :)